Saturday, November 20, 2010

Let's go back

to when decisions consisted of chocolate or white milk at lunch.
of what game to play on N64.
of who to be partners with in class.
of whether or not to stay up a few minutes past your bed time.
of watching nickelodeon or cartoon network.
of which new pokemon card to trade.
of which flavor of ice cream to get when you got good grades.
of which power ranger action figure to pick out a toys'r'us.
of what game to play at recess.
of whether or not to sneak another cookie after dinner.
of what books to read for stupid summer reading assignments.
of what to eat at snack time.
of how often to play outside.

I'm indecisive. Decisions suck. But this is getting out of hand.




I'm very thankful to be where I am now, to be with who I am with, and to know what I know. But damnit, things used to be a lot easier.

Maybe I don't want to go back, but I sure as hell don't want this either.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

I'm meeting myself at a crossroads.

So, as some of you should know, I just came back from a retreat this past weekend.

It was beyond words.

It's kind of funny. It's beyond words almost to me now, but 3 years ago it wasn't. 3 years, when I first surrendered my life to Christ, words just spewed out of me. And like a noob, I posted it on my myspace blog LOL. But as old-fashioned and immature as that sounds, how much more passionate and sure was I in that moment. I remember thinking back, during this Sevant's retreat, to my old post on my myspace. I remembered how embarrassed I was when I saw my Youth Pastor's comment on my post. I remembered how awkward it felt to post those "un-cool" and "personal" things on my myspace. But then I remembered how good it felt to write that blog. How genuine those words were. How revived--how alive I was. In all my literate immaturity, I'm going to re-post that entry on my new blog here. Read if you want, especially if you want to know how stupid I sounded in 8th grade (LOL):

Current mood:contemplative

Echo

Okay again, this is directed towards a more Christian audience, but please feel free to continue reading if you want. Remember, I'm not trying to convert anyone, this is by your own free-will you are reading this.

Alright well, I know this is a bit late, but I really want to talk about this past weekend I just had. My youth and I went on a weekend retreat called Spring Fling. It was incredible. I can't describe it, really. In two days there was a huge leap in our bond with eachother as a youth group, and with God. I don't doubt that all of us felt the burning presence of the Holy Spirit raging inside.

The whole weekend covered who Jesus really was, and what he calls us to do. Jesus, in basic terms, was crazy. He would be blunt, mean, and rude. People think that all he said was,"love others." He said this true, but he also went and turned buildings upside down.

He also taught others to be selfless, to serve others. For once, it wasn't about you, but about the others. This, everyone, is what the Kingdom of God is all about. The others. The lost. The blind. All of us are already saved. He calls upon us for the others. And by doing so weecho Jesus Christ himself.

So now Jesus Christ calls us to be a selfless, loving, but crazy person. And hopefully, by doing so, we'll help the others. Seems difficult, huh? Jesus and his diciples faced persecution and hatred, yet they managed to spread Christianity all through out the known world. Within 100 years, Christianity had spread out of Rome, and all over Europe.

So why, in todays world, is Christianity suffering. Why, in Jesus' time, did his word prosper. The worst you and I will ever face is maybe a label. But that's all it really is. We won't die for his name, we won't be banished. But even so, the banishment seemed to keep the fire spreading.

I think we are all getting lazy. We're all victims of it. Even me, yeah, Josh, the Jesus guy. We want to indulge. We want to be a dick, we want to fuck this person over. But we can't, we can't succom to these temptations, we have to think of the others.

Okay, okay. So who the hell is this guy, preaching to us to stop being a dick.? Why does he think he can tell any of us how live our lives?

Guys, I'm not trying to. I admit, I'm probably one of the worst about it. It's so hard to avoid in highschool. The social inequalities, the stereotypes, the want for self-indulgence. It's all there, and I'm a victim to it.

But we can't use this excuse forever. "Oh, it's too hard, I guess if it's inevitable to sin, then I might as well give up." "I might as well forget about Jesus until I need him for something or another." I have to stop thinking like this. We have to stop thinking like this. Once we fall victim to this, once we are sucked into this trap, all of society looses hope. We are Jesus to them. We are their outlets. We are the echo. Please, the only thing that I hope anyone takes out of this is, to remember. Remember what Jesus wants us to do. When we see someone being trashed in the hallway, don't partake in it. We all want too, it's so easy. But, once we do, we loose sight of Jesus and fall to sin. Chain reaction. More sin. More lack of control. No hope.

It's about the others

If we want to see a change in how our youth of today think, then we need to be the echo, the true echo, of Jesus Christ.

thanks for reading

Good luck

&

God bless ^^b



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Dang...I remember feeling like everything clicked. Like God wasn't just a set of rules, but a person. Someone I was in a relationship with. Someone I could rely on. Someone to talk to, even. But more than that, that God was an entruster. An entruster of his mission to us. To me. To do what he does: to love others. To care for them. To serve them. That, "doing this in remembrance" of Him, was not just ritualistic, but a fundamental change in living. In living for others.


Thinking back it even now, you could almost say that I'm jealous of my old self. Of that passion that I had. And it lasted for a while too. But like most passion does, as most spiritual-highs do, it died down. Unfortunately, I missed one, crucial point at that ECHO retreat. That my confrontation with the living Christ was not an end, but an ongoing process.


Close friendship cannot really last with one phone call, and incessant begging afterwards. Rather than relationship, it's dependence.


God calls us to be in relationship with him. And if I think that, one real, interaction with him is enough to prolong a relationship, then I am sadly mistaken. My communication with God was indeed prayer, and consistent prayer at that. But it was all demanding. "Please do this.." "Give me this..." "Make it so that..." What relationship would ever sustain like this? How is this love?


I know that I'm probably stating the obvious. In fact, for me, it was always the obvious. But it's easy to know something and to act otherwise. Unfortunately, I did.


Servant's changed this though. Ever since basically the summer before Senior year, I was on this spiritual drought. I wasn't losing faith in God, but I lost faith in myself to talk to him. I thought that, because of my ineptitude to relate to God, I was left behind. But God revealed many things to me this weekend. Avoiding the specifics of the sermons and such (Because that would take multiple blog posts to accomplish), I saw myself as left behind by God. But in reality, his intentions were different. To him, he had drawn me in part way; I had made my way closer to him, closer to where he wants me to be. But rather than being complacent about my incomplete advances, he moved farther back to draw me in even closer, and was calling me from farther away. But after March 31, 2007, I thought I was done. And so when I felt that God had left, I had failed to see that he was just calling me closer to him once again.


This epiphany hit me on the very first night. God's calling me closer, not leaving me behind. I need to stop just talking at God with my palms open for receiving. I need to actually talk to God. Read his words to us. Spend time with him. Thinking with him. Just talking. If my friend wrote me a letter telling me about such good news, would I not do the same thing?



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Alright, well I tried to not get too religious in this post. I tried to keep it short too... T_T. I was trying to also focus mostly on my older, myspace post as well. But things didn't really turn out as planned I guess. That's okay though. Though neither as concise or as powerful as what I wrote so long ago, I feel like I have met myself at a crossroads. Here I am, in reflection of my past, and in anticipation of things to come. Nothing is certain; not all is laid out for me. I still have a lot to learn, much to seek, but at least I'm at a new beginning of getting there. With general ideas of how to move forward, I am now setting my sails to meet the wind of God's gusts, blowing me in the direction of where I will meet him again.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

COLLEGE LIFE...a little late.

So, having inspired one of my best friends Gigi to begin her own adventure into the blogger world, I have been re inspired myself to once again take on this task. I know that I'm an incredibly lazy person and that if I didn't have people or events to make me at least try to write on this, I wouldn't. And in the future I would have nothing to look back on, which would be pretty lame cause I did put a lot of effort at some points in this blog.

BUT DAANG. The last time I posted on this thing was on my birthday, and it wasn't that happy of a post either. Wow...my birthday was on August, 11 2010. And now it's November 10, 2010. It's almost been 4 months since I wrote on this thing. Crazy. But then again it's not that crazy. Because ten days after my birthday, August 21st, I went to college.

College really is something impossible to capture within words. It's my education. It's my friends. It's my stress. It's my home. It's my new life. From right now, thinking back to the beginning, it's hard to imagine that it's been about 3 months already, but it's harder to imagine that it's been only 3 months. At UVA, I've met some of the best friends of my life, faced some of the hardest situations, and had some of the most memorable experiences yet.

When I comb through this before I publish it, I'll probably think that I sound over-hyped and exaggerative (is that a word...? LOL). But right now that's really how I feel. College has taken my almost monotonous life and completely tossed it around. There's so much going on, even though it's starting to slow down in some ways, that it's too hard to just write about. So, following in suit of Gigi, I think I'll try to describe it through the people here. Experiences aren't much without people, anyway.

Well obviously I have to start with someone other than John, because he matters the least right now. So let me go on about my friend in my Statistics cla--HA I kid. I think an introduction of people here beginning with anyone other than John would be terribly put together.
So here's to John Bisu Lee:
Well, as most of you know, John is my roommate here at UVa. But he's also one of my best and closest friends. A lot of people had said that you shouldn't room with people that you're close with, but so far I haven't regretted decision. Although, I have to admit that living with a close friend can be stressful if there's some tension, over all, I wouldn't want to change it. Living with someone who knows me almost too well, and someone who I can be completely open with, takes away an incredible amount of stress from the "college experience." I know people here who almost never want to go back to their dorm, because their random roommate turned out to be a total tool. But I don't have this stress lurking around the whole day. I said in earlier posts that I was very thankful to have John going to UVa with me, and that still is true today. And back then, there is no way that I could have appreciated this as much as I do now. I never expected to meet my roommate online, let alone one of my best friends. It still makes me think, "What the hell....LOL," to this day, but 아직 너무 감사해. Even though John makes a lot of people uncomfortable (only initially though, just cause he's so upfront about things. It's a good thing.), college is a bit more comfortable for me, In fact, probably because of John, I've made some of the closest friends of my life here at UVa as well.

Alex:
Alright, so before anyone asks, Alex is still first ONLY because his name is alphabetically before Charles' LOL. But really it's cause I like him more (농담 ㅋㅋ). But yeah, dang...it's a whole different story with Alex. I never believed (or wanted to believe, rather) that you meet some of your best friends at college. But how foolish was I. While there's definitely still the same huge place for those certain people that I love from before college, and while I'm not so immature that I would replace them, never would I have foreseen the relationships I now have made here. Too bad Alex isn't one of them......................


LOL. But seriously, Alex is probably one of the best examples of what I was talking about above. When I talk to Alex, sometimes it really seems like I'm talking to myself. Not to sound homo or anything, but it seems like because we're so similar in a lot of ways, we have this friendship where we can already understand each other without really having to say much. I remember this one time in particular, when we were walking to the corner through the lawn (BAHAH this sounds so weird to people not from UVa), Alex was saying something about himself which, to him, he couldn't really explain. But I actually had the same issue, if you could call it that, and basically finished what he couldn't say. It's like that quote from the brilliant C.S. Lewis that says, "Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another, What! You too? I thought I was the only one." And that moment on the lawn was exactly one of those moments. From then on, I knew that Alex would become one of my best friends. Not just here, but in general. I can only look forward now, for the rest of the 4 years that will come, and hopefully to New York and Grad School (LOLOL), and to the rest of my life, keeping Alex close.

Charles:

Charles too. A lot of what I had to say above fits Charles just as well. I remember this other time when It was just him and I sitting in his room after econ one day. I was supposed to study for Stats, but knowing me, I just chilled instead. Somehow we got to talk about pretty deep topics, about beliefs, great moments of faith in our lives, and just stuff in general. And almost the same with Alex, everything we were saying seemed to just click. It was like talking to myself pretty much. Even more comforting is that it was like asking myself a doubtful question, and hearing a response I would have given myself a few months or years back. To say the least, it was encouraging. But more than that, it was then that I knew I was talking to someone who I'd be a brother too forever. With Charles especially, I'm extremely grateful to be this way with him now. Because with my stupid issues, it almost didn't seem like we would be as close as we are now. To expand on this as little as possible, it didn't seem like Charles wanted to be friends ... (ROFL QQ....). But that's all in the past now. Now, trying explain all of this in wordsl, it takes away from the value it has to me, to have found these core group of brothers that I can depend on and relate to, share in the good with and trust with my bad sides too.

Shean:
John's cousin, Judith's boyfriend...LOL. So many tags. But yeah, I'm glad to have gotten to know Shean this first semester, and I'm really glad to get to live with him next year. It's kinda sad because I don't see him as much as the other guys (Because we're all single and he isn't...LOL), but I think next year will provide many more opportunities to get to know Shean even better. But yeah, I doubt you'll even check this and read this, at least not in the near future, but you're an awesome kid and I'm really excited for next year :D.

Seolah:
Who knew that randomly sitting next to someone on orientation day would have resulted in such a funny, entertaining, enlightening, and a very valuable friendship. You're my favorite girl at UVa LOL. :). But yeah, I guess you are kind of like a guy in that I feel almost too comfortable around you. Even though I don't see you every day, or as much as a lot of other people here, I still count you as one of my closest friends at UVa. You're very confident, and sound in your reasoning, and even though I like to make fun of you for being dense, there is actually a lot to be learned from you. I can trust, that when I turn to you with something, I'll get a fair and reasonable assessment. But other than that, you're just really interesting to talk to, and very fun to have around. To be honest, in the beginning, I didn't see us clicking that well. But now I can't see why I thought that. It's always pleasant to have you around. I know that's a weird word choice, and I don't mean it in the commonly assumed sense of the word, like "pleasant looking," or "she's a pleasant old lady." But I mean it like: it's just nice to have you around :). So stick around for a while, okay?

Suji:
Suji is one of first girls I met here at UVa. And I'm immensely glad that I did. I told her this too, but even though to me, it seemed like she wasn't really interested in getting to know me at all LOL, Suji is an invaluable friend here and someone I want to remain close with. I love how she teaches me Korean, even though John is a better teacher. But I haven't really annoyed her too much yet, so it's all good. But seriously, even though I've been cursed with having to get close to TWO GIRLS WITH BOYFRIENDS LOL, Suji is becoming a girl that I can trust as well. With her, our correspondence in the beginning was nothing more than hanging out only by the virtue of sharing the same friends. But thankfully through that, we've bonded and are becoming closer each day.

Judith:
It's basically the same for Judith as well. I think it's a fair statement to say that, out of respect for her and her relationship (as well as Suji's), I've taken getting to know her a lot slowly than I have with the bro's. But as we continue to talk and grow in friendship, I see us becoming real friends. I might make fun of her a lot and have more quick and snarky comments than genuine things to say to her, but I care for her well being and want to be remain close. Just don't make your boyfriend hate me .... -______- .... and you'll be a very, very, very tiny person that I can depend on :).


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But yeah, that's about it for people here. I'm sure they'll come up a lot if I continue to actually post on this thing, so get used to seeing their names. To all of you guys that I was talking about (The ones from before high school), I still am massively grateful to have you guys. When I get a call or a text from one of you, even if it may not seem like it, it's really comforting to know that college hasn't ruined our friendship. If I don't reply or always seem like I have to go somewhere, it's cause life over here is super busy. But I still love you guys!


ANYWAY, yeah, so I hope you have a better sense of my life here at UVa now. I'm in clemons library where I'm supposed to be studying for my STATs quiz tomorrow, but I decided to do this instead. Now that you know who I'm with down here, the context is provided for many awesome, sad, trying, and epic stories to come.

until next time~

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

I am determined to blog today.

...but right now i'm going to the doctor's. eff my life...................................

Friday, August 6, 2010

Cars are dangerous.

LOL, so today was definitely a lot more exciting than I had expected.

I woke up at 12 to get ready for lunch with Jeni today. The food place of choice was the infamous Cheesecake Factory. This being my first time eating there, I was definitely excited to see if the place met up to all of the hype. Jeni, after arriving a lit
tle late, picked me up, and we set off on route 50.

The drive began like any other. Complete with Jeni's usual level of airheadedness (no offense for when you read this...LOL), there was not a whole lot of
surprises. We were talking about random stuff; I think I me
ntioned something about my new T-Pain autotune app on my iPhone LOL. So yeah, the regular, routine drive with Jeni.

We got to the part on 50 that paralleled Quizno's Subs and the Jiffy Lube. We were in the farthest right lane. Then, all of a sudden, without signaling, a Jeep Grand Cherokee swerves into our lane, completely unaware that we were right next to him, and slams into Jeni's car.

They say accidents happen really fast, and it's true. In all of about
3 seconds the guy's front left bumper was all dented up, and the majority of Jeni's left side was scratched/dinged up. To say the least, Jeni was pretty shocked; this being her first car accident, I'm sure it was a lot more "thrilling" than my first visit to Cheesecake
Factory LOL.

Anyway, we followed the other car into the parking lot. The guy stepped out of his car, he and Jeni exchanged information, and we proceeded with the routine following car accidents: calling the parents, Jeni crying, calling the insurance company, Jeni tearing up, killing the battery and asking the Jiffy Lube man to revive it, Jeni crying some more. To say the least, it was all pretty wild. Before we realized it, it was alread 2:20ish, so we had spent about 1 and a half hours from start to finish. Luckily, no one was injured, and Jeni's car is still driveable, having only acquired cosmetic damage.

LOOOOOL. I tired to write that as serious as possible to capture the gravity of the situation rofl. But yeah, after everything calmed down, we actually still did go to CCF. I got the Fettuccine Alfredo (Not that great btw....=\), and Jeni got some spicy chicken chipotle dressing sandwich O.O . They weren't kidding though when people talked about the freaking huge size portions LOL. Dang...
ROFL, our waiter was most likely a druggie too...The guy came up to introduce himself and sat on the neighboring table (no one was in it though). We kept getting wifs of liquor as he came and left our table to. And, like he said as we turned down the cheesecake menu, "It's okay...I'm used to rejection." LOL WTF...

Then we went to Coldstone, paid for by my 30 dollar gift card that I got from my grandmother and her boyfriend...LOL. Oh yeah that reminds me, my birthday is in less than a week.....damn. I'll be 18. O_O;;



Ahhhhh but yeah, not much else after that. I got home and just bummed around, like usual. I'm in the 23rd spot in line for the waiting list of this ECON class I wanna get. I was already enrolled in another one, but I wanted to be in the same class as John and Charles, so i decided to get on the waiting list for that one. There's almost no way I won't get in though, so I'm pretty excited. Just last night I was at 28th place, which means I've already moved up 5 spots. Pretty good I'd say. IF I don't get in this class though...Imma be super pissed -__-. I was already in a perfectly good ECON class, and dropping it to enroll in the waiting list of this other one was NOT MY IDEA >:o. But most likely I'll get it, so no worries LOL.

Anyhoo, other than this, not much else to really say. Hopefully I Get my webcam tomorrow so I can get that skpe/oovoo janx up and running. Also, in the LaRosa forecast for tomorrow, there is a 99% chance of Chipotle in the mix. So stay tuned.


PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYCE


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오늘, Jeni 차가 다른 차에 부딪치였어. 우리 Cheesecake Factory 갔면 갑자기 차선 바꿨고 부딪쳤어. Jeni 두려웠고 그녀의 몸이 부들부들 떨렸어. 내가 두렵지 않았어 ㅋㅋ. 하지만 그녀한테 나쁘게 느꼈어. 그런데 잘됐어! 너무나 나쁘게 손상되어지 않았어. 사고 빨리졌어서 꿈처럼 보였어. 모두 괜찮아서 그냥 행복해.

오게이, 그럼 이젠 그만해. 나중에 만나자!

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

IDK WHAT TO POST

Yeah so idk what to talk about today...but I feel like if I take too long of a break that I'll stop blogging altogether again :(, and I really wanna keep up with this throughout college. So yeah, following here will probably be a pointless post...so just scroll to the bottom and act like you read it lol.
Hmm.....................so today was really fun. I got woke up
at 11:22 by my cellphone vibrating from the nightstand with a text reading, "i'm on my waaaaay" This was a text from jeni, a text signifying that she was on her way to pick me up so I could escort her to the doctor. And i was asleep...LOL. However, through this, I learned that I could be ready and presentable in 7 minutes. Holy balls that has to be a record or something.

But yeah so I went to the doctor's with Jeni, then went
to eat sushi with our friend Sara. Our other friend Jason was supposed to come, but that faggot bailed. He had to do JaeSa for his ancestors though...so I guess that was a legit excuse.

But damn the sushi was unexpectedly awesome. The
whole lunch was friggin' amazing actually. We got 3 rolls of sushi: salmon/avocado, spicy tuna, and blue crab. We also ordered Thai Chicken Curry for all 3 of us. Even now, hungry at 1 AM, I'm drooling just thinking about this.....It was all really good T__T.

Anyhoo, then we went to Dairy Queen right down
the street and got blizzards. We sat in a booth towards the back and stared at all the DQ fun facts from history...while talking about the most random crap for a few hours LOL. It kinda felt empty without Jason though...the physics re-uniting event was not fully successful...sigh.

Jason's is missing on the side...보
고싶었어..LOL

But yeah that was my outing for today. Pretty fun. After that I just chilled at home and did whatever until I was bored enough to recount my day on here haha.

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What else...hmm well I have my UVA schedule finalized....kinda.



I got out of that anthropology class and switched into a RELC class on Early Christianity and New Testament Writers. It might sound kinda boring and it very well may be, but it's always something I've been really interested in and haven't had the time/resources to research it myself. So yeah pretty siked about that.
I wanna switch my econ class though, into the one John has. Not only would it make my schedule even better for me, but I'd also be in o
ne class with someone I know. Not gonna lie I'm pretty nervous about not knowing ANYONE in any of my classes; at least in high school I'd recognize some of the faces of the kids in my class. For most of my classes at UVA though, I'll be in a sea of co
mplete strangers...so I'm hoping to be able to switch into that ECON class with John. I'll be up for a while checking to see if the class ever opens up though; currently it's filled with a waiting list. But the class is so large that it's likely a spot will open up...all in good time.

Btw, speaking of John....I feel really bad for the kid. His schedule is so hectic cause he wants to do so much. Dude, you're a freaking genius and we all know that but...dang this is pretty intense man. I feel kinda bad almost, looking at my schedule and then comparing it to his. It's pretty crazy how much he has to do this semester, and in all the following semesters until graduation. And even then he's not done with school. So to you John, good luck, and even though we know you don't need it, it probably feels better to hear it LOL.
Hello...I am Chemistry Emo Lee, and I hate my life.

ahahahaha but yeah.

Meh....so it's kinda weird that I'm here for only 3 weeks. No doubt that I'm so pumped to get to UVA and begin my life there..especially after having met such cool people, but there's also no doubt that it's gonna be really rough leaving some people behind here. I know I say this a lot to you guys and enough here on blogger -_- but bleh it's getting more stressful as the time comes closer. I know it'd be best to not let this interfere with the time I do have left here with everyone, and I'm trying my best to forget about it when I'm actually with them. But I'm sure it's gonna get worse when it's down to 2, then 1 week left.

It's sorta a strange feeling. In my head I know that I'm leaving in about 3 weeks. But it hasn't really hit me yet that I won't see these people regularly for the rest of my life....
I'm gonna wake up one day and everything will be completely new; and those people won't be there anymore. Mleh..it's gonna suck when it all sinks in.

I'm too 슬퍼 to write in korean now so...maybe another time. Or i'll just update this later.

EDITTT:

오늘는 이게 결정된다: 난 여자 몰른다. 나한테, 난 여자문제 였어. 말하지 않아도 되지만 넌 전여자친구랑 내 문제 알아. 그래서 그문제 대해서 안말할꺼야. 나 그냥 여자 이상하고 말하고 싶었어. 여자들아, 화나면 안돼. 이게 그냥 삶의 사실이다. 넌 화나면, 재발 나에게 지르지마세요~ 내가 남자도 나쁠 수 있고 알아. 그래서, 그냥 모두 친구하자!

ㅋㅋ 난 무슨 말이자 모르겠어. 이젠 그냥 심심하고 피곤하지만 난 자면 안돼! 나 자면, 내 class 놓칠 수도 있어. 이다른 Econ Class 보기 위해기다리고있었어. 열리기 바래!

읽었어서 고마워요~

[btw credit to some help with the --수도 thing goes to jay lim. even though you don't read this thanks! i know it's hard to explain stuff to me esp in korean so yeah thanks for the help this time!]



until next time~

Monday, August 2, 2010

I LOVE FLAKY PLANS

YESS. Getting plans cancelled 3 times in one day! Although the third time was not really in anyone's control...but it is definitely a welcomed cancellation in conjunction with the former two. It truly is awesome to now be sitting home not doing anything after I thought I had a lot of stuff to do today! And I am not bitter at all! nope not at all.

EDITTTTT:

Alright so the day was saved after Helena woke up from a nap...and said LET'S PLAY! So we played...

First, we went to McDonalds. I ate a mcflurry and these girls downed 20 chicken nuggets each. LOL. WHAT MEN!

Then we went to the fountain/park in South Village...and GOT EATEN ALIVE BY BUGS. -___________- so goddamn annoying.

And then we went to Helena's house...and played this weird card game called "Set." It was like a pattern game where you had to find 3 of either matching or not matching cards....yeah I'm totally explaining it wrong but w/e. It was fun...too bad I was so bad LOL.


BUT WHAT WAS EVEN WORSE WAS YET TO COME....

We made...fail avocado....shakes.

The result look more like avocado paste....LOL. It actually tasted pretty good flavor-wise..but the consistency was pretty nasty. It was a nice try though LOL.
And then I taught helena how to spit out love lines and curse words to a girl in Korean ROFL. Sorry Christina Choi...

Anyway yeah, good end of a kinda bleh day. Let's chill again soon guys :D.






한국말으로 쓸 시간이야! ㅋㅋㅋ

그런데, 오늘는 재미있었지만 처음에 재미없었어 ㅡㅡ;; 아침에 이러났고 곰퓨터 켰어. 나중엔 난 그냥 메신저에서 내 친구들와 깉이 말했어. Chipotle에 Amanda와 Lauren와 같이 가야했는데 그녀들 못갔어. 짜증나 ㅠ^ㅠ!!!! 내가 너무 슬펐어 =\. ㅋㅋ 나중엔 나 브로그 어브데잍했는데...나 혼자였고 심심했어.
그런대!! 내 친구 Joanna 날 전화했고 난 놀면 그녀는 날 물었어. 난 행복하게 "오게이"라고 대답했어!
흠...하지만 응 재미있었어! 난 이걸 배웠어: 하루는 나쁘게 시작해도 재미될수있을거야!

바이바이!!