Let's go back

to when decisions consisted of chocolate or white milk at lunch.

of what game to play on N64.

of who to be partners with in class.

of whether or not to stay up a few minutes past your bed time.

of watching nickelodeon or cartoon network.

of which new pokemon card to trade.

of which flavor of ice cream to get when you got good grades.

of which power ranger action figure to pick out a toys'r'us.

of what game to play at recess.

of whether or not to sneak another cookie after dinner.

of what books to read for stupid summer reading assignments.

of what to eat at snack time.

of how often to play outside.

I'm indecisive. Decisions suck. But this is getting out of hand.

I'm very thankful to be where I am now, to be with who I am with, and to know what I know. But damnit, things used to be a lot easier.

Maybe I don't want to go back, but I sure as hell don't want this either.